Being alone on days like today is great for my depression..i feel completely left alone and forgotten.."merry" Christmas..i hope you guys don't have to be alone and can enjoy the time..
Mary, Mario, Martin...so many weird ways to misspell my name.. it felt weird to react to those names..sometimes it even hurt me..i'm weird with that, sry
I have 2 really annoying allergies und my other allergies..tomatos and oranges (actually all orange fruits) I like ketchup and mezzo mix..so i always suffer from it.. ripping lips, dry throat and and and.. *sips on her glass with mezzo mix* life sucks *bleeds*
양 마리 well, at least they don't kill me like antibiotics multiple times tried.. i'm just in more pain, but as soon as i have my strong pain killers again, i won't feel that anymore..
When i would make a new years resolution it would be to stay alive..the same as the last years but it's getting harder and harder.. but it's depressing to gave that resolution over and over again...