I didn't see the sick bird in our yard anymore. Even though I feel sorry for it I wish it flied off to somewhere peaceful and took its last breath soon. It's sad to see a bird alone and behaving against its natural behavior...

5 years ago  

Today:
- it snowed.
- we probably have a sick bullfinch living in our yard.
- I tried to paint but failed - again.
Yet I'm fine. I'll watch 'Younger' in the evening and relax.

5 years ago  

I hope that I find boost for my motivation somewhere. I need to do something!

5 years ago  

I'd MP but I don't know what to write... I don't feel too social at the moment.

5 years ago  

I think I could take it easy now since we already did groceries, voted in parliamentary election and took doggies for a walk.

6 years ago  

I ordered special food for Amanda to try if it would help her stay light weight. Neutered dogs tend to gain weight easier. It was salty to pay 35€ for 3,5kg but there were no options...

6 years ago  

I've promised myself that I won't start new art challenges any time soon. I burnt myself out last year with those and even broke my arm. I'll concentrate on my own ideas and hope to find the joy of creating again.

6 years ago  

My room is so dusty, ugh! I try to finish one illustration before starting cleaning.

6 years ago  

It's really windy today... Trees look scary when they bend.

6 years ago  

What do you think, is it stupid say sorry to someone whose heart you've broken years ago?
Situation is this: I was in pretty good terms with one boy in high school and he ended up asking me to date with him. I said yes because I thought it was the right thing to do. Then I panicked because I didn't know what I was doing (=I've hated new situations and changes since I was a kid). Suddenly I didn't want to date and asked if a friend could help me to relay the message to the boy. I don't know what exactly happened but when I saw him at the school next time he never spoke to me again. I know I did wrong but I needed the fastest way out of the situation. I wanted my own bubble and balance back even though I liked him.

6 years ago  

It's snowing.

6 years ago  

I feel like I should draw but... hmm... I could try doodling. I don't feel like drawing. I got lazy on my holiday!

6 years ago  

All i had today was one coffee..i guess i should eat something..but i don't feel like eating

6 years ago  

I should actually take a nap because I haven't got enough rest last night... I also felt nauseous in the plane so it made me extra tired. Hmm, maybe soon I will try. There're talkative ladies next to me.

6 years ago  

During the holiday I realized even better how precise I am about things. I check everything before doing anything and this is what my sis-in-law mentioned to me too. I think it comes with the "country girl in a big world"... Plus I'm slightly a perfectionist. Lol.

6 years ago