Guus has to go back to the shelter. He's claiming my mom to the point that he's getting aggressive towards my brother and it's very clear that he'll snap at him at some point. It really sucks because I already have a bond with him but this is just going to get worse
yesterday we got the first rain here but sadly it caused a real disaster~ the heavy rain caused a flood.. 20 kids were killed during a school trip & there's around 40 injuries. a lot of ppl are still missing.
Fun. I just got another long message from my father and it was a lot more like I was expecting. He was defending himself like crazy and being very self centered. And he apparently told a blatant lie. My brother read through it too and our dad mentioned something about him and my brother that never even happened. So yeah that's a great way to end an already horrible day :/
I tried to forget about the mail and went to the kitchen for some coffee and breakfast like every morning..without realizing i suddenly stood with carrots in the pet room..
I keep crying about Jonghyun. The more things that come out about how he was feeling the sadder I get. He was so amazing and inspirational and it hurts me so much to know he was hurting so bad
I took off NubNub's cone earlier because he was so frustrated he wouldn't eat but then he started biting his stitches again so we had to put it back on It makes me sad to see him like this