People: You should try to work.. Me: I'm not allowed to sit a lot, stand a lot, walk a lot, carry a lot. i can't work in too warm/cold, steamy, loud, crowded surroundings.. Oh and i'm not allowed to work more then 3 hours a day.. People: Oh..umm..
Painlevel raises lately due to the stress..i guess i have a new level to accept as permanent pain.. when it started '06 it was "just" permanent migraine,, then permanent heavy migraine..and now? aish..i don't even know how i'm still alive with that..well.."alive"..i can't even work or live normally..i always need to takes meds that rarely works..even being outside is dangereous often times can i please have an other life? it's not fair..i suffered my whole life and it will never stop..